We met through a means most people would scoff at... It all started innocently enough, but after a very short period of time, my feelings developed into something much more intense... I fell for you very hard...
I broke down for the first time today... Broke down to the point where I was shaking and sobbing. I miss you. I love you. This is so hard.
You told me last night... for the last time that you love me. Knowing this and also knowing that she is back is killing me.
I feel like I'm losing my best friend because she just wouldn't understand our friendship... she wouldn't agree with our friendship...
I don't know how I'm going to do this... how I'm going to get through each day without talking to you. Today was so hard... too hard... I miss you already...
